Friday, April 10, 2009

Last Post

Since I've long since deserted this blogger, I saw it fitting just to start over on a new one. I've imported all of these old posts onto my new blogger at:

http://www.thebittersatirist.blogspot.com/

If you want to, you can find me there.

bye ole psycho babble

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Lucia Di Lammermoor

Il dolce suono
Mi colpi di sua voce
Ah, quella voce
Mi qui nel cuore incassare
...Ester!


The sweet sound
Of his voice I hear!
That voice
So deeply embedded in my heart!
...Ester!
I'm yours again;Ester!
Ah!
My Ester!
Yes, I'm yours again!
I've escaped from your enemies...

--- It's a work in progress. I just found out I have a virus on my computer.... so I'm going to go.

girlfriend survey, heh

This is funny...

Name:
Age:
Birthday:
Location:
Hair Color:
Eye Color:
Height:
Weight:
Ocupation:
Sign:
Do you have any: (and if so, where and/or what)
Tattoos:
Piercings:
Fetishes:
Future Tattoos and/or Piercings you would like to get?
Do you: (and if so, what)
Play any instruments or sing:
Take part in any phyical activities:
Have a criminal record:
Have any pets:
Smoke:
Drink:
List your favorite:
Bands:
Foods/Beverages:
Colors:
Sounds:
Smells:
Movies:
places:
What do you want your girlfriend to be like(Qualities):
Special Talents?? if any list them:
Describe a PERFECT FIRST DATE ('first' is optional):
Why Are you Applying?:
One special thing about you:
Would you break my heart?
Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me?
Would you come over if I really needed you no matter how far the drive?
Would you sneak out with me at 3am and go eat at some 24-hour place?
What would you do to get my attention?
Why would you be a good girlfriend//boyfriend?
Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS?
4 words that describe you:
Why would you date me?

Saturday, January 27, 2007

This would be me.... emo

I just wanted to tell y'all that I found a new friend... one that doesn't mind cuddling with me while I'm alone, heh.

I was walking earlier in the freezing cold rain (hoping to die of pneumonia, apparently) when I saw this cat. She was picking through some person's grass; living off of bugs, evidently. I knew there were some stray cats in the area that lived out of the grates on the side of the street, but none of them have ever let me get extremely close to them before they run off.

I went back inside and grabbed a piece of bread, and brought it back to the cat. She would just glance at me, and go back to picking through the grass. So I tossed a crumb to her... she noticed it, and ate it. Then, as she realized I had food, she wanted some more. She creeped up to me cautiously and kind of sniffed the air. I handed her another crumb...

She was fine after that... except she was trembling. So, I picked her up and walked with her... this is when I examined her. She had a grayish coat... it had a tint of faded brown in it, but mostly all you could see was the gray. It covered her back, but then broke apart as it got down to her legs, where it turned to stripes of this faint brown/gray color, then faded into white around her feet. It did the same thing on her neck. Although she was an oddly colored cat, she was beautiful. She had golden/yellowish eyes.

I was trying to think of a name for her, but I needed to go back in. So, as much as I didn't want to, I left her outside in the cold (my mom hates cats). I waited by the door until her crying faded and she ran off.

Blah, I, of course, then came whining to Amelia since she's an animal enthusiast. She was sympathetic with me. But then she said this odd thing... "Maybe she'll find you again." At first, I could've sworn she was talking about cass, but then I realized we were still talking about the cat.

I went back out for a walk hours later, but I was upset to find she wasn't there. I walked up and down the street, but she was no where in sight. And it was dark by this time, so there was just no telling.

I kept walking though while I listened to my MP3 player, when I saw this woman walking in the opposite direction with her dog. And.... lo and behold... a small furry animal walked closely on the other side of her, making it hard for her to walk as the cat continuously rubbed against her legs (as she had done with me earlier). I went over and picked the cat up, then quickly apologized to the woman; explaining that it was a cold, stray cat. She just laughed and went on her way.

That cat..... definitely had a lot of personality. You could tell she was just now fully grown, because most old cats don't mind being petted, occasionally, but they never want to be picked up. This one, however, did kind of mind me holding her, but only when she couldn't see. I tried to keep her hidden in my jacket against the cool rain, but she insisted on peeking out, and, most of the time, more than that; she would actually climb up on top of me in the most uncomfortable positions. She would perch on my shoulder, although she knew it was impossible for me to walk like that.

I just laughed about it mostly though. I would stop and just stand there as she looked around with those adventurous golden eyes. She would often nuzzle my head from my shoulder, and I would give her a kiss. Then she would cuddle under my chin and I just laughed.


The last time she did this though, she decided to get even more courageous. She not only perched on my left shoulder, but she also tried to walk across, behind my neck. She realized she couldn't halfway through, so she just stopped and looked around from up there. I smiled...

It was then that she tried to tell me something.... meowing softly. I asked her what was wrong, but she didn't answer...


Then... that's when she decided to jump down my back and onto the street. I turned around and watched her.... as she ran away, into the darkness.... leaving me behind.

I named her.... I had several names for her:

Ayita (Cherokee) - meaning "first to dance"
Cha'Kwaina (Hopi) - meaning "one who cries"
Ehawee (Sioux) - meaning "laughing maiden"
Nova (Hopi) - meaning "chasing butterflies"
Tadita (Omaha) - meaning "one who runs"

But I decided on... Kachina..

Kachina (Hopi) - meaning "spirit, sacred dancer"

Blah, forgive me... I'm tired and it's been a long week.

-cata

Sunday, January 21, 2007

please excuse my ranting craziness

I now know I shouldn't have eaten anything, because sitting here waiting is making me sick to my stomach.

I know it's awful to complain about all of this after everyone has been telling me not to worry... but I really can't help it.

Cass (xen) hasn't been online for close to two days now. We were talking Friday night and umm... she suddenly had to go. She said she would be right back, and she was... only she didn't speak. I IMed her, even got Bri to IM her, but not a word. She was gone all day yesterday, and, from what I can tell, she hasn't been on today either.

I was actually getting to the point that I thought we talked too much... I mean, we had to get on every night and talk for as long as we could. I hated that I left work early to see her, or that she lied to her mom to stay online a little bit longer. I mean... it was irrational, but we couldn't help it.

And now... she's gone for like... 41 hours?? and I'm going crazy with worry. There hasn't been a day yet that we haven't gotten in touch with each other some way, ya know? I think I'm hyperventilating.

Damn it, where is my girlfriend?

Monday, January 15, 2007

Fergie - London Bridge

Heh, if you're wanting to turn the music off, you'll have to go to the bottom of the page.

I put a video on here.

-cata


Lyrics:

LONDON BRIDGE
Fergie

( oh SNAP )

( oh SNAP )

( oh SNAP )

Are you ready for this?

( oh SNAP )

Ohhhhh!

It’s me... Fergie
The Pimp!
Polo! ( polo )

"Fergie Ferg, what's up, baby?"

[Verse 1]
When I come to the club, step aside ( oh SNAP )
Part the seas, don’t be havin' me in da line ( oh SNAP )
V.I.P., ‘cause you know I gotta shine ( oh SNAP )
I’m Fergie Ferg, and me love you long time ( oh SNAP )

All my girls get down on the floor ( oh SNAP )
Back to back, drop it down real low ( oh SNAP )
I’m such a lady, but I’m dancing like a hooo ( oh SNAP )
‘Cause you know I don’t give a f*ck- so here we go! ( oh SNAP )

[Chorus]
How come everytime you come around
My London, London bridge, wanna go down like
London, London, London- wanna go down like
London, London, London- we goin’ down like…

How come everytime you come around
My London, London bridge, wanna go down like
London, London, London- wanna go down like
London, London, London- we goin’ down like…

[Bridge]
As the drinks start pouring
And my speech start slurring
Everybody start looking real good ( oh SNAP )

[Verse 2]
That Grey goose got your girl feeling loose
Now I’m wishin’ that I didn’t wear these shoes (I hate heels)
It's like everytime I get up on the dude
Paparazzi put my business in the news!

And I’m like get up out my face ( oh SNAP )
'fore I turn around and spray your a$$ with mace ( oh SNAP )
My lips make you wanna have a taste ( oh SNAP )
You got that...? I got the bass!

[Chorus]
How come everytime you come around
My London, London bridge, wanna go down like
London, London, London- wanna go down like
London, London, London- we goin’ down like…

How come everytime you come around
My London, London bridge, wanna go down like
London, London, London- wanna go down like
London, London, London- we goin’ down like…

[Bridge 2]
Aah- da da da da... do do do do
Me like a bullet type, you know they comin' right?
Fergie love em' long time
My girls support her, right?

Aah- da da da da... do do do do
Me like a bullet type, you know they comin' right?
Fergie love em' long time
My girls support her, right?

[Verse 1]
When I come to the club, step aside ( Oh SNAP )
Part the seas, don’t be havin' me in da line ( Oh SNAP )
V.I.P., ‘cause you know I gotta shine ( Oh SNAP )
I’m Fergie Ferg, and me love you long time ( Oh SNAP )

All my girls get down on the floor ( oh SNAP )
Back to back, drop it down real low ( oh SNAP )
I’m such a lady, but I’m dancing like a hooo ( oh SNAP )
‘Cause you know I don’t give a f*ck- so here we go! ( oh SNAP )


[Chorus]
How come everytime you come around,
My London, London bridge, wanna go down like
London, London, London- wanna go down like
London, London, London- we goin’ down like…

How come everytime you come around
My London, London bridge, wanna go down like
London, London, London- wanna go down like
London, London, London- we goin’ down like…

Ladies
(Fergie Ferg's taking over, yeah)
Where you at, boy?

Friday, January 5, 2007

I want to sleeeep

I'm surprised I'm not more sore today. I started working out again yesterday after our looong Christmas break, and I about wore myself out. Surprising what two weeks of not doing anything except eating and sleeping will do to you. *stretch*

-cata